Frankly, the sooner I die the better. I'm just done with this. I won't do anything to make this happen, but it would be a blessing if it happens today. I'm sick of living this way. Please, someone knock on my door or call. This is just pathetic. Just want this to end, and move on to a better place. All I want is a sincere hug, a how's it going and mean it, etc. Someone to actually take the time to sit and LISTEN TO ME without judgement. I just want to be liked. Maybe the afterlife will be kinder. Couldn't be worse than this.