For all the ladies out there, I also think that I just had a really BAD episode of PMS in the past few days that added to my angst. I don't usually have much problem handling my hormones but I do believe this time a lot of the anxiety was related. Yeah, it may sound like displaced feelings again, and I am sure I'm displacing, but also these physiological fluctuations play a role. Sorry guys
Regardless, everything I wrote stands firm.