Anyone want to cocoon until trouble passes?
Hi, so I'm trying to continue life, still fearing that I may have done irreversible damage to my brain, after one too many drinks, even if nothing shows up on scans. I feel like I have lost the feeling in some parts of my head, which really bothers me. Honestly: I don't get much joy out of living anymore: I feel like a plant, sleep a lot, things take longer to get through to me, I hardly think and when I think it's mostly words, not images and I get distracted from them a lot. I'm also a college-dropout, since I fear I can't remember anything for longer than two minutes anymore.
I also lose interest in things much quicker, since I can't hold onto them for longer than a week. I just want to crawl up in some dark pit, until this all passes and I can hopefully regain most of my senses and previous wit.
Did someone pass this feeling of hopelessness and regain a new will to live? I only drank for a little longer than a year and already I feel so dead inside...