Please up, ramble away...I've done my fair share and it really does help even if it dosent seem like it is in the moment....I'm stuck at work ALL day and all ears bud <3
I also have major major trust issues and fear of abandonment as well because of my father taking his life...our stories are very different but ultimately have the same outcome for the both of us...you can trust again pal even if it's not with your exes family...my friends are my #1 family before anything and I stand by that...