Thanks obo, I know that you guys wouldn't judge, but ...
Sometimes I have a habit of saying things without thinking. Some of it would hurt someone that I never want to hurt but sometimes do. If they were to find out I would lose the best friend that I've ever had in my life, and that is saying something.
I will work through this, always do.
Again, thanks.
Had crazy dreams about using last night. Good news is that in the dream I resisted the temptation in my dream.
