I cant say I have clean time to offer advice but I do know that I use to feel like I still had lots of time to get my life on track cause I was still young. The problem for me is I created a habitual pattern that is familiar and most natural for myself to continue doing. The time. came when I found myself in jail again, 20 years later. This time I was. one of the older people who still hadnt got it together. Ive had some years of repreive in the past, but once I started using again, I put myself right back to a place of disgrace. I never imagined myself as being someone who had difficulty getting a job, or someone who couldnt come up easily. But I went from younger to older and there are luxuries of youth we dont recognize until we dont have them and dont even know exactly when they were lost. If that makes sense. I cant do my life over but I can say I wish I was wiser and didnt think I was stronger than I am