Originally Posted by
Soberintexas007 
What I was trying to say was that if it is hopeless in me getting sober at this time, I was just wondering if someone can "get by" with having 1.5 bottles of wine each night and sometimes smoking some pot with it? Meaning, could it buy me some time? Can someone still be functional drinking that amount?
The only answer I can give , is that drinking and smoking pot will not get you sober. I believe you know that, I just need to accept it , deep down. No bs , self honesty, then no more trying , just doing.