Originally Posted by amazeme

SR is so helpful. You guys send nothing but strength. I wrote my initial post bc of an urge to go out and get something to drink...sometimes I would tell myself, just get totally wasted AGAIN to remind yourself why you don't want to. Crazy right?

I would drink myself to sleep, wake up hungover, cry/struggle the whole day...wait a couple days to recover then, start all over again. Nothing but insanity.