Thank you allfor! i'm not gonna lie, it's hard. Slowly, it starts to sink in and honestly, i'm more scared to go back than I was to come here. I will have nothing/noone. I will even live all by myself, 20minutes away from my parents, without a car. I'm scared.
Tonight i'm seeing my group of friends the last time. Probably my"sister" too. she became my best friend here, she is from africa and we joke that we're sisters, but i just don't feel well and that's why I'm so pale
Tomorrow i'm seeing another friend and then i will leave saturday night
