Thanks for all of your kind words and encouragement. I think I feel better for the time being. Still anxious but not thinking about drinking. Went out for dinner with a sober friend and now I'm watching a movie and feeding my Candy Crush addiction. Lol.
Wishing everyone the best. It sounds like some of us (myself included) have hit a rough path.
And Casey, thank you again for being our rock. I have to admit you sound like you've been an addiction counselor for 20 years. :-) maybe that is your calling in life.