Thank you every one for your honest, amazing, and encouraging words. I feel such a closeness to each of you. Each of you are right and the tapering did not work. I'm sorry I havent been on here in several days...its all been a blur. today is the first day of my new beginning. My boyfriend and I had only ONE pill (30mg oxy) yesterday at around 2 pm...so obviously im already feeling really horrible and cant stop shitting
