Hi SwimKim, i am feeling down because i gave in to the poison thinking i could handle it and sad because i am probably going to lose my boyfriend over getting sober because he is a big drinker. he is 49 years old and lives above his favorite bar where all his friends are at all the time. i am afraid because i cant think of anything else to do besides meet friends for drinks
thats what my friends do and im really sad because im going to be really lonely