A barbecue at a place we have in the country. Everyone drinking but only me (as far as I know) sneaking extras out the back. Pretty loaded. Still though it was ok to drive the family home. I'd done that loads of times.
Not sure what changed in me. Don't want to be that sort of guy around my kids or around anyone. I just made myself so sad all the time.
That was 6 weeks ago. It was nothing special but being sober is. I hope I can keep this gift.