MIR, we are so fortunate to have you as a friend to the SR community. You set an example for all of us. Many would have gone away to deal with their grief, understandably. Some perhaps go back -- never good. You've shown us that even in the most painful circumstances, our sobriety keeps us anchored.
My thoughts are with you. Your daughter sounds like a lovely person, one who graced Earth with her presence.
Take good care, friend.