I've watched it a few times. Though it doesn't give me using thoughts, my DOC was crack, and I have to turn the channel when they show someone using crack.
I've got over 8 years in recovery, but I still don't want to watch someone smoking it. Not sure if this is a good or bad thing, but I think it's good? That was who I was, not who I am today but I recognize the lure of how it used to affect me and I don't want that any more.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy