Originally Posted by
TroyW 
It's not just being a drunk, but also being different. Everyone seems to be content in their day-to-day lives, whereas that just brings such an unease to me, that there's no way I could do that in life, if that makes any sense. I need to do more.
I can't tell you much this resonates with me. I have no idea how to "just be". Like, none. I have never been able to just relax at home or take it easy or whatever that's called. I don't know if this is a common theme among alcoholics but I would like to know how others deal with this.