Hi RI.
I waited almost too long to take action against my case of alcoholism by procrastination and found out that the longer path takes a toll mentally, emotionally and physically.
We find out how powerful, cunning, baffling, insidious and patient alcohol is dictating what we do instead of what we need.
There is excellent advice on these forums that work to get us sober and into recovery IF followed. I/we needed to learn all over again our way of thinking and reactions to life stresses without resorting to try escaping the pain.
AA is often rejected but has helped millions over the years and only cost $1 donation for a lifesaving way of life.
We have choices; hopefully a lifesaving one is taken.
BE WELL