Why Won't the AV Shut Up!!
So 77 days sober today. I thought being around alcohol would be easier at this point... But my av is screaming. I'm at a jazz club with the family and around nothing but booze! My mom just ordered a beer and I'm frustrated. I was not completely prepared for how this feels. I'm really working out these sobriety muscles (as I think Dee has coined the phrase?) but it's just so much harder than I remembered. I'm ordering a coke but in this atmosphere on the weekend I'm itching for a drink. I know it's wrong. I'll stay strong. But I'd love some support to shut my AV up. Thanks everyone