When you stop drinking your life will improve
Its starts with you by not drinking no matter what when your ready to do that and stop being so sensitive, posting drunk videos & getting upset with ppl you'll realise every SR poster cares why would they post if they didnt
Better yet your too blind to see that fact friend
Its not good is it, i wish i had something like SR when i went cold turkey i done that alone it was horrific
My point is make full use of this site to get involved in your sobriety leave your ego at the door (my ego wants to kill me)
This is your sobriety but all you seem to be doing is drinking posting music videos & 0% work on your sobriety
And you still get shown kindness you should take a look in the mirror sometime
because this problem is only solved by not drinking i know you can do it i done it it nearly killed me for real for real and i can only share in your pain of trying
But your not trying