Thanks all for you support.
I have had some exposure to AA and it has done nothing but made me upset. I subscribe to AVRT, SR and a plan. I hadn't been posting when I had a couple 3 weeks ago and I think I need to stay active here. Your support is what has helped the most and I really like that it is anonymous so I feel like I can say anything. No disrespect but MY experience with people from AA has been negative (with exception of the people I have met here).
Know you guys are all right, it all up to me and others shouldn't matter, but I do not understand why it matters so much to them if I drink, that's why I feel that they are being lame...