Now I just keep hearing my AV saying, "get wasted, teach your husband a lesson!".
I'm trying to shut it up... Then I hear "you were able to moderate, why not again"....
"You aren't that bad"....
"Then you can post about it and get more attention"...
"What's the worst that can happen? You haven't been drunk in 14 months"...
"You can share some beautiful wine with hubby"...
"You are in control"...
I need support and help. It's nut. When my husband said "why not have just one with her" my mind immediately though about getting the strongest drink possible...