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Hi,
I have been looking here for a while and just registered. My drinking has to stop. I am scarred that I have damaged my body so that it never will repair itself after about 5 years of a lot of wine and before that I was also drinking but to a lesser extent. I just donīt understans how I will be able to stop for good. I go a few days, I think 6 days is my record this year. I have two lovely kids, a good job, I should be enjoying life not wasting it away. I always feel great after a few sober days, once the insomnia goes away. Why do I always ruin it by drinking again?