Originally Posted by
RedDog735 
I guess another thing that is hard to accept is just that any rational person wouldn't do this. Like how does he sleep at night? How does he live like this? Knowing that he does the most screwed up things. I would hate myself if I did what he did to me.
Unfortunately he did not do this to you, you did this to you. I do not mean to be harsh but, you know what he is about and what he does and you went back for more. And he does NOT sound like any friend I would ever want. He gave you a STD. And friends don't treat friends the way he treats you. I would do whatever you have to do to move on and forget this person. He is not good for you on any level. And you continue to go back for more disrespect and hurt!
Please respect yourself and be a friend to yourself enough not to go back for more hurt and disappointment.