My mom passed away unexpectedly last year at the age of 58. I hadn't seen her since 2007, mainly due to my financial instability and just general ability to procrastinate which was not entirely caused by but definitely fueled by my drinking. It's one of the biggest regrets I have re: my drinking.
Glad you are recovering and also that you have at least one friend to take you to the store and steer you clear of the beer aisle. Wishing you the best!