Thank you for the link!
Today was a weird day. I went in to get my one pill and my husband sits it out next to the locked box. So for the heck of it, it twisted the combo a few time and it fell open! For a split second i thought of grabbing an extra but the next thought and the one i acted on was the one that said don't look at the combo, push it back together and rescramble the code. That is what i did. I played it thru in my head. Take another and then what? right back to where i started. I'm stubborn and lazy mentally and it's not doing me a bit of good.
After mulling over it for a few hours, i finally realized it wasn't the pill i wanted, it was the way i felt that i wanted changed. I don't care what that takes. So it took the intensity out of getting an extra pill.
I hope this loop breaks soon because listening to this broken record in my head is getting really old.
I think I'm going to try a half pill tomorrow.