New here, trying to stay sober...again
Hi,
I am new here and just want to reach out. I am on day 8 and struggling. I have no desire to drink, I have cravings, but no desire. I am ready to sit in my crap sober if it means this will get better. I'm having terrible intrusive thoughts about my kids watch me die, about that it's probably too late for me, that I've probably injured myself beyond repair. And that it even if I do that sober I will still be miserable. I know I sound crazy, it probably has something to do with the fact that I am. At least at this point. I am trying to find some hope. A little something to hang on to. Thanks for letting me rant....