RunnerBean

Cohiba

I've noticed that every time you relapse, you blame it on external forces, and there's always some event that you HAVE to attend that involves drinking/drugging (the boxing, someone's forcing shots down your throat, work-drinks, friends coming home etc.)

That's called life, and life doesn't just stop for us to sort our sh*t out. We have to do that ourselves, whatever the weather, so to speak.

I hope you decide to start treating yourself better.