Originally Posted by
Hope3333 
I guess I'm in a funk because although the bad effects of drinking have stopped, I'm not seeing enough positive from it yet to convince myself that it's worth giving up the social activities and "fun". The last time two times I went out with drinking friends I had to turn down drinks about 30 times each night. I told everyone I was on medication and that I could die if I drank, but people weren't getting it and quite frankly it was really annoying.
Congrats on the 45 days. One of the aspects I think you're missing, is building a sober lifestyle. Instead of building a sober lifestyle, you seem to be putting yourself back into the same environments when you were drinking, which needs to change.
There must be some reasons why you're getting sober and on antabuse. You need to change your idea of what "fun" is considering you've decided alcohol is a problem. Being sober can be fun too.