Originally Posted by
LexieCat 
I'm proud of you for not sending those texts. Begging someone is a huge hit to our self-esteem. Trust me, you will feel much better for not having sent them. When you do that sort of thing, you not only have to recover from the loss of the relationship, but your own loss of dignity that comes as a result of your own actions.
This WILL pass. It will. Promise.
I'm proud too, I guess, because the other times I would struggle much more to let go.
That said, it still feels (and it is REAL) that I gave my dignity to him and got only disrespect in return.
But I guess that's the price for the lesson I needed to learn....
Thanks LexieCat for all so far!