I was the same and would drink one to two bottles of red wine most nights
My husband was sick of me. I would vomit nearly every morning then drag myself to work only to finish at 5 and repeat the same cycle. I felt disgusting all the time. My face was red, sweaty and bloated and I gained nearly 40 pounds.
If I were in your shoes ( which I was) I would seek as much support as I could and keep reading and posting here. This site saved me and I am now 18 months sober. You can do this. You have some good insight and a chance to turn it around. It only gets worse if you keep drinking.