I don't think there is anything remotely abnormal about your post. I would say the vast majority of us passed through your stage on the way to full blown alcoholism.
One thing I have found is people without a problem do not go on sobriety websites and post about their alcohol consumption.
Alcoholism is progressive it only gets worse and the longer we wait the harder it is to get out of it's grasp. Unfortunately many wait too long and can't break free then end up dead.
I know I didn't want to quit but when things got bad enough I didn't really have much of a choice. None of us had to wait until our lives were falling apart but many of us did