Originally Posted by
silentrun 
I think you are using the physical withdrawal as an excuse to keep going. If you wanted to you could go get help. I am calling your AV out.
Nailed it! Most of us have had varying degrees of physical withdrawal. Yes it sucks and if you're worried about it then go to the ER and detox at the hospital. You've done it before and you can do it again. Get back on the right track and get back to living again.