Ive heard ppl say a brief respite but it isnt its a trap under leaves with a hole to get out of
i havnt relapsed but ive seen many who have & some even died (thats a hole no one gets out of)
Point im making is its not a respite there is no joy that is a myth that is woken up sharply with reality
Exellent post FreeOwl (its raining heavily where i am proper non stop lashing rain)