Thanks guys, I think this is the most crucial part in my journey, this is the part where I have nooooo experience on how he may act.. because I have never been here before.. its so easy to give in and forget about all of the lies and deception.. I know everyone deserves a chance to show they want change in their life, hell I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for the mercy and grace of those I have hurt however I will be on guard here.. its time for me to let him go and heal and move forward for my son and I - God he almost destroyed me.. he really did.