Thread: Day number ???
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Old 05-03-2015, 03:05 AM
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ChancesAh
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Join Date: Dec 2014
Location: Gosford, NSW
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Day number ???

I don't know if its a good / positive thing, bad or selfish thing but I'm not counting the days. When I gave up on New Years I was counting. After drinking at the end of March I simple haven't had any interest at all in it.
I was asked if I wanted to join the AA group I've been attending on Wednesdays - which involved simple writing down your first name and sobriety date. I had to use a calendar to work out the first day this time was Wednesday 1st April - April fools day!
I'm focussed on sobriety and improving my attitude and outlook to reduce stress, but I really don't care about the time. I think I'm grieving as I'm not aiming for 3 / 6 or 12 months but rather just leaving a poisonous life behind. I say life because lets face it, people, places, hobbies, the daily schedule etc etc were all governed by alcohol.
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