Originally Posted by
Anna 
I DO know that you need to want to stop drinking. That's absolutely essential in order for recovery to work. As long as you want to drink, your AV will cause you problems. I hope you can change your perspective and shift your thinking.
Anna, I sure hope so as well. I just feel like "what's the point?". I was so eager before. I liked being sober. I mean I even had an "aha" moment of where I just wasn't a drinker anymore. I'm so confused how all these wonderful feelings just vanished....
Hey nofear! I've been thinking about you and wondering how you've been. I hope you are doing much better than me right now.
But it's day 2. Again. For me.
But I'm already thinking about next weekend and how it's going to be. We're camping and throwing a birthday party - can't believe I'm already thinking about drinking then and it's still 8 days away......
Sorry to be such a downer. I want the excitement back! Or at least, contentment.