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Old 04-30-2015, 01:15 PM
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Drummer5000
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Originally Posted by SwimKim12 View Post
I had a nightmare last night: I dreamed I had decided to drink even though I knew it was a bad idea. I then realized what I had done and that I broke the promise that I made to myself about not drinking and felt horrible. Woke up from the dream with my heart racing and that horrible feeling of guilt/anxiety that I normally feel when waking up hungover and realizing what I did the night before - it was so scary! It took me a moment to realize that it was just a dream and I hadn't drank.
This is my 'I don't know how many times' I've tried to quit and have had similar experiences. It is kind of the best feeling in the world but that was also the day that I drank. I remember it vividly. Be careful and stay strong today SwimKim!
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