.....and be accountable.
I am starting my new journey today. Sadly, I had 3 beers last night. After the 3rd beer I got up from the barstool, got in my car, called my husband and said, "I'm done! I can't do this anymore!" I had a massive craving after an argument with my teenage son and caved. I know...drinking doesn't fix a damn thing. Just makes it worse.
I have no future if I continue drinking. I'm hurting everyone around me and will most likely die a "slow suicide" if I keep this up.
That being said, after reading all of your amazing comments over the past few days, I have decided to use SR, exercise, church and therapy as my main recovery support. I also have a few really great books that people have recommended in the past.
I really appreciate your support and prayers are appreciated. I pray for all of you daily.
I just want my life back. SOBRIETY DATE: April 30, 2015
