I think Many roads one journey will be a good read for you! It changed my life , I am very excited to hear you ordered it. I really related a lot to your post, happy you're staying true to yourself.
This might be over kill but her best kept secret is another great read that focuses on woman and alcoholism, and how the times are a changing , and woman need more options that fit us . maybe for your future to be read lIst?
Anyways vest of luck and keep us updated