Day 2 for me classmates! I slept badly last night because of nightmares, but I know that it will pass soon.
I just wanted to share a bit.... This is my hundredth? millionth? time trying to quit drinking. I've never felt this committed, at least in my head, but I'm concerned that maybe I felt like this the first couple of days every time. Which was it? Was I ready but hit a hurdle and gave up? Or was I not ready? I guess probably not ready, because I gave up so easily - I think my longest time sober, aside from when I was pregnant, was about 21 days in the last 17 years. (Wow, that's horrendous.) For those of you that are in the same 'repeat offender' boat as I am, what are you planning on doing to do differently? Meetings, exercise, yoga, meditation? Or even some new interesting hobbies? I need to expand beyond sitting at home and watching TV all the time - that clearly doesn't get me where I need to be!