So by the skin of my teeth I'm into day 31.
I'm shocked by how easily I almost quit quitting last night, how strong the av was. I felt I slept well but have woken up feeling groggy and hungover. Another factor in my resurgent av is that the improvements have stalled. Things ain't getting perceiveably better any more. The pink cloud has well and truly lifted.
I feel hungover and sick, I ain't losing weight, I have numerous aches and pains and I'm in a foul mood. I'm getting many of the negatives of alcohol with none of the positives. I'm sure I'll battle my way through this until I reach the next good, safe period.
I always do well when I post like a maniac and I've been negligent in posting in the last few weeks, I was even thinking of quitting the site such was my confidence. I have to try and post my thoughts more, it always helps.