Many thanks for your response Hopeful4. I do genuinely believe there is an underlying issue with my mums mental health and that Alcohol has just masked this for so long. I keep everything crossed that she wants to move forward and dig deep to get her problems/illness repaired once and for all. I'm not putting all my hopes on this as I have read so many times that relapse does surface, but taking it each day at a time. The goal is to get through today!
I know it's ok not to want to spend to much time with my mum anymore as she has left me with scars, but just needed someone to say it, so I thank you for telling me :0)
Xx