That lil voice is known as the AV (addictive voice) it will tell you the wildest of lies about drinking
'il be ok' 'just the one' 'well ive stopped so that means im better/in control' etc
The AV is deceptive & wants oblivion recognising it really helps you separate yourself from the AV
So when it happens you know its not you and you tell that AV to do one
Your doing exellent Mjane check this out
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-part-6-a.html