If I do not solve the Root Problem I will continue struggling!
I relate Respire = Stoned (I do not know how to change my head)
I can not hurt my family so I have to be here, whether I like it or not thus
have to make the most of my life, at least be as happy as I can.
Next year I will not study, I might join sculpture and sawing I always wanted.
I am very Lonely thus I have to find new clean friends
when I am on my own I start thinking too much and AV sets of...
And one day I will not be able to control the impulse!
I do Pilates sometimes, running, to sweat it out, but still the same...
I can not relax bcos I am 24x7 thinking of consuming!
I have to be proactive, I am suffering this way!!!
I do know the root problem so I have to move my ****
and stop winning and crying!
Thank you for helping me yet again!
Big Hug from Southern Spain XO