carmenbellu

my name is 'carmen' for purposes of this forum. My real name is so unique that It is easy to trace me anywhere on the internet, so I'm sorry not to share it with you. I WISH i could. I am two years sober, when I found this site I felt a rush of that, 'pure healing feeling' I remember feeling in the aa. Because this is my medicine for my illness of alcoholism. I find it very hard not to blame other people for my alcoholism, I assume that is my next step..to not blame other people for my alcoholism. I hadn't even imagined that was an option until just now. I have not slept all night. it's half six in the morning.