This thread is for people struggling every bit as it is for those who are going well, Firefly.
You're not bringing anyone down - support is what this group is all about.
You're not the first person ever to make bargains either.
I made hundreds - but however good my intent was it evaporated when I took that first drink.
I changed - and so did my priorities
Thats why I think it's vital to remember - it's the first drink that gets us...not the last.
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