Good morning (again)
Feeling so much more positive that I did - partly through sobering up and partly through the support here.
Chadders, that was my nickname when I first started work as being an East London/Essex girl the area I grew up in began 'Chad'. The other girls I worked with were nicknamed Bark and Ching.
I am a little worried about tonight though as in the early days I also tend to get emotional. I am going with my son to a pantomime (in April !!) and can see myself getting far too over emotional watching it