Originally Posted by
hopenlove15 
I am dettached, but everything still hurts me. I cut off all communication a month ago, but he still talk to mutual friends of ours. We were together for a long time so this isnt easy. Clearly. He acts like losing me didnt affect him in any way, and thats the hardest pill to swallow.
He acts that way because he's numbing himself to the point where he doesn't feel a thing.
If you took the drugs away from him, his emotions on a scale from 1 to 10, would be on 15. And he doesn't want to be on 15. He wants to be on 0.