I'm having a really hard day. Of coarse, they lowered the charges and let him go. His family let him back in the house bc he told them he was scared and didnt want to do this anymore. Im sure he will convince them that he doesnt need treatment. I'm so hurt. How can somebody do this to their life and to everyone that loves them? I was so good to him. He betrayed me in every aspect and has taken me victim of his disease. He put me in danger, he lied, he cheated, he manipulated, he abandoned me. On top of all of the personal digs he has done to me he still continues to kill himself for these disgusting drugs. Before all of this he was the swetest loving guy you could ever meet. Im so broken. Im sitting at work and I cant stop crying. I dont think i could ever speak to him again. Hes never even said sorry for hurting me. He promised he would neber do this and he always said that he loved me more than anything. Its so awful. I wouldnt wish this upon anyone. This will forever hurt me.