Hi Britt,
You need to face the fact that no matter what drug you put in your body, you need to pay the piper. You can do this. Look at it this way...what's 1 month outta my entire life? I'm 49 & 1 mo is nothing ( I don't know how old you are, but if you're young, believe me, you don't want to waste your life on drugs. )
With early recovery, take it 1 day at a time. That 1 day will soon turn into 1wk. And then 1mo. And, before your clean & outta w/ds.